“My demise”

I’ve been down this road before

I know I’ve past through this same door

Swear I’ve had this conversation once before

Does it make a difference ether or

Shed the pain come back for more

Anger brings me to my knees

Never sure of what she sees in me…

Listening to me I’m sure can get to be a bore

Always going on about the places that I’m sore

I don’t know how you found you’re way

To see me though these darkest days

To say our love transcends must sound clichéd

But I’ve thrown that all away

It was a stupid move I’ll say

Maybe we’ll meet again on a brighter day

Now the seconds pass my by

The hours bring me to cry

These hollowed days will surly carry me to my demise

I have to find a way to tell her

That those short lived happy days

When we lade in morning with the shade pulled tight

To separate us from the dawn’s first light, how it felt so right

Oh how I miss those days

When the worries we had were 1000 miles from bad

I must have been made to leave them behind

I know that all wounds heal in time

But I’ll never forget the games that I played

I’ll always regret the choices that I made

Pray for me one I may be saved

But somehow I don’t think so

Does it make a difference ether or

Shed the pain come back for more

Anger brings me to my knees

Never sure of what she sees in me